Just going to continue to out Paco/ @people-of-color who continues to stalk my blog and look at sexual photos of me (the right photo is the most recent one they’ve looked at of me) after victim blaming me for depersonalizing about my hpv that I contracted from being gang raped/raped. They’ve blocked me on everything but for the past month stalked my posts on both my blogs, ignored my cries for help that their actions and behaviors towards me were triggering my bpd and c-PTSD to the point of suicidal ideation, ignoring my friends attempt to call them out, refusing to do a mediation and yet they continue to violate my privacy and sexualize me. This is not okay. This person lives in NYC and runs with activist cliques funnily enough. I don’t know if they manipulate the people around them or if they’re friends are victim blaming misogynist sociopaths like them too
Also feel free to reblog because abusers in activists circles are very very real and should be outed
Cool so Paco called me to tell me that isn’t their IP address as if that negates their other abuse.
I love when abusers dismiss their abuse of me and gaslight me
Please please reblog this post and out my abuser instead of passively liking it or scrolling past. This persons abuse of me is triggering suicidal ideation, this is really serious
If any of my followers want to message Paco/people-of-color my abuser or text them their number is (347) 941-6384
@ their roommate @qu-arles
@liesjournal what their partner writes for
@thenewinquiry That Paco/people-of-color writes for
I’ve spent a little over a month not being able to get out of bed, not being able to work, experiencing severe suicidal ideation, my rapes I compartmentalized and repressed coming out at full force, traumatized in realization how much I was depersonalizing, triggered by Paco/people-of-color victim blaming me for “choosing” not to tell them I have hpv when I was DEPERSONALIZING because I was gang raped and raped. I don’t even know how I’m alive after everything I’ve been through in my life, but shaming a survivor for contracting hpv from being gang raped and not being able to consciously talk about it because my brain went into panic mode so I wouldn’t kill myself as I’m also a survivor of extensive other traumas on top of these, it might top the cake in a lot of ways. I thought this person cared about me, had an intersectional analysis, they claimed to be anti misogyny and support survivors. Instead they victim blamed me and are unaccountable and cut me out, refuse to have a mediation and don’t care their abuse and unaccountability is triggering me to want to kill myself (I’ve tried to kill myself before in the past due to abuse/this isn’t a joke to me)
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