Mentally ill survivor trying to survive

bruisedplumkiss:

lickinganorchid:

Hello, for those who don’t know me, my name is Shelbi. I am still in need of financial help. Last month I asked tumblr for help as I was dealing with an abusive situation on top of being fired from my job. I am a mentally ill survivor of extensive abuse and rape. I deal with borderline personality disorder, c-PTSD, as well as major depressive disorder and anxiety. I have been still dealing with said abusive situation and honestly feel incredibly alone with the struggle I am facing and very scared. The outpatient program for BPD has put me on a wait list and I cannot do inpatient due to extremely traumatizing past experiences and the fact that it just has never helped in the past. I have been trying to be strong but what I’m dealing with is incredibly debilitating, triggering suicidal ideation and making me feel very defeated and hopeless. Here is the breakdown of financial assistance I need:
– $525 for rent
– $75 for bills
– $31 for subway
– $50 for food

Anything helps, thank you so much.

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please help this angel out if you can ❤

Mentally ill survivor trying to survive